Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Ravi~
Here another birthday guy that just 1 day after my birthday guy~
We having our moment at Pure, while for myself, it was another moment where I had chance to celebrate my birthday with friends~ It had been long time since having a chance to celebrate my own birthday haha~ hopefully next birthday will be more richer and happier~

Gou Gou, Fei Mao, and me
Previous moment during my birthday and also Ravi birthday moment
Time pass so fast~ Gou Gou and Mao also went for training already.
So long didn't saw them and out with them already~ miss the moment behind~


Tension Day~

Tension night to pass... Tomorrow night exam and myself think that i totally unprepared for the exam.. How to pass the exam when I myself don't have any confident on passing the exam also ><><

Monday, July 27, 2009

Quite thinking at the beach

Treating my time at Pantai Kundur after went to medicate my sprain leg~ Far sea ahead but yet I couldn't feel that much lifely for me~ It's just like missing something out that I couldn't find it out~ Here it had me thinking about many things but mostly about what I am aftering for. Moment pass very long there, it had me kept thinking of the important one. Why there seem to be a empty space there in my life? |!(-.-)!|

How in the world I could fill the missing part in my life~ I can't totally get close to what I had dream to have to fill the missing part in my life here~ Whether far or close, it's totally beyond me and it seem that it wouldn't happen for now or ever~ Maybe for all this while, I shouldn't had start that feeling also.

Everything was really unclear for me. I don't know whether the feeling is true or fake now. I couldn't even tell myself whether I am really serious into it or not. Everything have just making me thinking alot about the thing I am after for right now. This truly had throw me out of hand and also had make me blank out for a period of time. I still can't make myself spelling it out..why? I wonder why everything seem not working while I had been trying hard to do it. Is it myself who are the one who had problem with it? Really out of mind ><

0632:Tuesday

Still not yet sleep when time is running at 0632. How was it time for me to lay down and have a good night sleep -.-?? Wondering what time is't for me to sleep happily ><