Treating my time at Pantai Kundur after went to medicate my sprain leg~ Far sea ahead but yet I couldn't feel that much lifely for me~ It's just like missing something out that I couldn't find it out~ Here it had me thinking about many things but mostly about what I am aftering for. Moment pass very long there, it had me kept thinking of the important one. Why there seem to be a empty space there in my life? |!(-.-)!| How in the world I could fill the missing part in my life~ I can't totally get close to what I had dream to have to fill the missing part in my life here~ Whether far or close, it's totally beyond me and it seem that it wouldn't happen for now or ever~ Maybe for all this while, I shouldn't had start that feeling also.
Everything was really unclear for me. I don't know whether the feeling is true or fake now. I couldn't even tell myself whether I am really serious into it or not. Everything have just making me thinking alot about the thing I am after for right now. This truly had throw me out of hand and also had make me blank out for a period of time. I still can't make myself spelling it out..why? I wonder why everything seem not working while I had been trying hard to do it. Is it myself who are the one who had problem with it? Really out of mind ><
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